
Now you did it
Tried to take me and tear me in two
Tried to make me feel "inferior"
But instead you've awoken my fury
Brought out the angry woman
Who had once lain dormant
See, before you
She was content to only come out
When I needed to be avenged
Or just reminded of the struggles of the past
But now she wide awake
And you... Silly you
You have decided to be in the direct path
The direct path of her rage
Didn't you know that she would come out?
Didn't you realize that she was just
Biding her time until you slipped up?
Now I can't tell her to go back to sleep
And I don't think that I want to
Because within that glorious rage
That only comes when she's awake
I can finally find the courage
The courage to say: "Enough is enough
I will not be that fool again."
Letting you toy with my heart
Making me feel incomplete
Inadequate, undone.
Because no I'm angry
I'm indignant!
To think that I let you
You... Have that kind of control.
My heart has bled
My soul almost hemorrhaged
And I was almost completely damaged
But then she woke up
And I became an angry woman.
So this angry woman
Has something to say to you.
" I'm done... with you.
I'm utterly and completely through."
Best believe I'm done
And I won't be coming back.
Because see
She reminded me that
I am more important than this relationship
I am the one that needs to keep my head up.
Because by divine decree
I've been set for greatness
Greatness in love.
A love that is all encompassing
A love that goes deeper than lust
Farther than the physical
I'm destined for happiness.
But the only to do that
Is to let you see
You don't control me.
And even though I'm angry
I don't want to stay angry.
But for now
I'm gonna let that angry woman
Stay wide awake and alert
Because she reminds me to guard my heart
And for that I'll stay angry
Because I know
I deserve a fighting chance.
And I will fight you for it
And until I'm fully free
Angry I'll stay,
Angry I'll be.
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